Friday, January 15, 2010

I'm doing it

I've been thinking about starting my very own blog. Y? lots going on and I seem to find myself with no one to vent....I mean "talk" to. So....what's it going to be about: ME! and my thoughts.

About me
  • I'm a daughter of the King, Christ, ....I'm a christian
  • I'm a wife...my husband thinks I'm the best, but I don't think so.
  • I'm a mommy to the most beautiful little girl, no really, every since day 1 I've asked everyone if I'm just being biased or is she really as beautiful as I think...everyone says YES!
  • I was a junior high teacher
  • I loved teaching junior high and miss it so much!
  • My wonderful husband(and I don't say that sarcastic) took a new job a year ago and that new job has moved us over 6 hours from home and I HATE IT!

on to blogging...

so, we've been here 7 mths and I still hate it. Some days aren't as bad as other, but the past few days have been bad! I miss Louisiana, I miss my friends, I miss my family and believe it or not I miss my job...teaching...and the students, I miss my house...my home. I miss the life we had. Hubby really likes his new job and that's great I just wish it was back in Louisiana. I don't understand why the government wants to ruin our lives by making him move his family and this isn't the only move...three years and then who knows where! And they claim to put family 1st, well, if this is 1st then I'd hate to 2nd or 3rd. He also told me that with this new job he wouldn't be working as many hours....well, he goes in before 8 and seems he is always working 'till 5 or later...someone explain to me how that is working less? Today he started work early, worked through lunch and said he'd be home around 5:30. So, when I pointed out that he started early and worked through lunch and asked if he could come home early he's answer was, well I do have to work you know. Which is his answer for almost everything. And what ticks me off is that most of the time when I talk to him during the day he is reading news online, researching online and just plain BOARD! Then why the heck can't he do this at the house? I mean I totally understand when "it" happens and he has to be out working, but when there is nothing going on..... I'm over 6hours away from family, friends and everything comfortable and my husbands works all the time. When he's not working he's working out, paying bills or wanting to go to sleep. I guess I'm a little selfish, but what about ME? I sit around the house all day every day, playing and taking care of CM(our daughter). Which I love doing, but it takes a toll on me and I'd like an outlet sometimes, something to remind me that I'm an adult and a person...I know I'm doing a great thing being home with our daughter, but I miss the interaction of teaching and the benefits of having a job($)

Wow! One post and so much off my mind...

*tech reasons...this is from yesterday, Thursday